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carmine or cinco. 35 yrs (89 line!) proud bisexual mestiza, puerto rican and german-american. converting to judaism. happily taken since 2012; married since 2015 💖 #ActuallyAustistic.professional librarian (BA, MS & licensed; considering MPA.) really into metadata and digital information seeking. LOVE my job.other loves? travel, true crime, dark tourism, food, video games, bad puns, my two tuxedo kitties.
some fannish stuff like sailor moon, persona, pokemon, danganronpa, madoka, UNHhhh.
-NOTE!!! i make surveys for data collection for P5 stuff. they're for fun, so feel free to try them.
funny work stuff and the occasional vocational ramble (since i'm at work like 50+ hours a week rip)
my two cats named noodle and munchkin, and sometimes other cats i help take care of with my husband.
My twitter is NOT NSFW. this account is at most PG-13/R: maybe some off-color jokes and swearing, but nothing explicit.
Any NSFW is links off-site .
i'm TERRIBLE at changing my status on discord. if i'm not answering 99% of the time it's bc i'm at work or asleep.
this is a whatever i want account. enjoy the chaos.
i don't have a DNI list. if I don't like you i'll just block you myself.
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is your name really carmine? no. if i consider you a friend i'll let you use The Government Name.
wtf is your username? five in spanish, sixteen in german. a nod to my birthday and heritage.
what are your pronouns? she/her or they/them is fine. i'm not too picky.
what are your mental health diagnoses? that's private and a rude question. are you my doctor?
why enoshima? she's kind of a power fantasy! she's gorgeous, brilliant, does whatever she wants, and nobody tells her no. plus her analytics skill makes me think of data organization. so yeah!
do you need anything tagged? not really, but if you could please not discuss weight, diets, or the Catholic church with me, I'd appreciate it. thank you for asking.
DMs on twitter are open, but please be patient with me. My job is strict about phones and I work a LOT. availability of messages for non-mutuals changes from time to time based on comfort/safety concerns.My Discord handle, if you'd prefer to talk there, is cincosechzehn. If your discord name is different from your twitter/tumblr, please let me know you're adding me first. otherwise, i may reject the request thinking you're a stranger.I have terrible anxiety in group chats. Enough so that I've sought counseling to help me with attacks/meltdowns. It is much better to talk to me one on one.
I'm currently transitioning to bluesky. twitter/x has become a cespool for disinformation bots and puritanical teenagers who think i need to be in a kitchen barefoot and pregnant. HOWEVER, here's my other accts:
Instagram is where I post travel photos, not much else.
I barely use tumblr anymore because of their awful purge.
I do have a mastodon account: [email protected]. I'm not there much, but it's there.
My AO3 account is available upon request to adults only.
I block on twitter very liberally. If you think you've been blocked by mistake, feel free to use CuriousCat to get in touch with me.